an email to my friend sherri

"something last night made me think of you...remember when you asked us what age you could pass for? i don't remember the exact age range i gave but you weren't happy with it and wouldn't let it go...remember? well, last night i was having a conversation with eugene and a male friend. i was kinda tipsy (what's new) so i don't remember what we were talking about really. all i know is that it had something to do with the age 18. i made some sorta remark about myself i'm assuming and both looked at me like i was nuts and the guy said "i'm sorry, but you do not look 18" and he was very emphatic. ugh! i remember feeling a twinge of hurt then, but this morning when i remembered it, it was even worse! so depressed...and the thing is, i don't really expect to look 18 but when you say it the way he said it, sounds like i look 50 or something! is this the beginning of the end? :) "